Letmelivemylife 8,715 Posted September 12, 2016 Share Posted September 12, 2016 5 hours ago, Helxig said: I'm so happy that she is back you guys. Listening to her in interviews. Hearing her voice and her wisdom again. Listening to her speak about her art. I was quite worried that her new stripped back self wouldn't appeal to me, but if anything I've been reminded how much I love her in every form. I didn't realise how worried I was actually, and now I feel a huge relief that I didn't know I needed to feel. It might just be because it's 1am here and I'm dead tired, but I feel even more like I'll be with her forever. Listening to Gaga speaking in interviews, and really reading her lyrics, was the first time I EVER felt like maybe someone in the world would understand me as a person. And I'm feeling this all over again listening to her new interviews as she comes back from hiding! This is why I like her and follow her. Not because she makes sales, and she's popular, and I want to live vicariously through her fame, or even because her music is catchy. It's her wild, rebellious, creative spirit. I don't know how to say it without sounding cliche, but I feel like I connect with her on a deeper level. And one day I'll meet her and tell her all this. I've been a monster since the very beginning and I know some of you may roll your eyes but for the first time in my life, I found someone who "got" me, all of my feelings of being misunderstood etc. it's scary how much of myself I see in her. She's taught me so much about life, love, and forgiveness. Some of you may roll your eyes even more but she helped me forgive my biological mom for not being the mother I wanted and needed. My bio mom is incapable of giving affection and being there for me and so in a way gaga sorta became a substitute "mom" for me I love you monsters. I'd be unfixably broken without you Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
hELXIG 42,966 Posted September 13, 2016 Author Share Posted September 13, 2016 10 hours ago, Letmelivemylife said: I've been a monster since the very beginning and I know some of you may roll your eyes but for the first time in my life, I found someone who "got" me, all of my feelings of being misunderstood etc. it's scary how much of myself I see in her. She's taught me so much about life, love, and forgiveness. Some of you may roll your eyes even more but she helped me forgive my biological mom for not being the mother I wanted and needed. My bio mom is incapable of giving affection and being there for me and so in a way gaga sorta became a substitute "mom" for me You understand the connection! For me it's also that I've always, my whole life, felt like I was searching for 'my tribe' or 'my people'. Still feel like I haven't found them. Even my closest friends roll their eyes at me. But when I listen to Gaga speak, I'll often be hanging on every word, just nodding in surprise that someone understands and sees things like me. Then I'll come on here and even her own fans are calling her pretentious and crazy and saying she needs to drop the 'artsy act'. But I'm thinking "shut up you guys, I was intently agreeing with her two seconds ago. Don't worry Gaga, some of your fans understand your mind" It's so hard to explain I'll be myself until they fūcking close the coffin. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
hELXIG 42,966 Posted September 13, 2016 Author Share Posted September 13, 2016 Also, I got to add someone else to my ignored users list today from this thread I'll be myself until they fūcking close the coffin. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
hELXIG 42,966 Posted September 13, 2016 Author Share Posted September 13, 2016 15 hours ago, leecy said: Yes I love her too but she is now more like Whitney Houston than Lady Gaga, the present Gaga makes me feel like she's the one who criticised artists who wear "Halloween costumes". Gaga is too serious now, I want her to be humorous like she was Have you even watched the interviews she's been giving the past few days? She's been laughing and cracking jokes and being very light hearted and jokey. Part of the reason I made this post is because I found her to be so laid back and funny the past few days... I mean... I'll be myself until they fūcking close the coffin. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
SpookyKid 15,153 Posted September 13, 2016 Share Posted September 13, 2016 15 hours ago, ThatJuy said: It really annoys me how she talks about Perfect Illusion like it's a good song with some big message about social media and the world or whatever. Like no, Gaga. It's a shitty song and I hope it's not on LG5. And if it is, I hope the rest of the album isn't that bad. I'm really scared for this album, it may be a worse era than ARTPOP. PLEASE, STOP SPREADING NEGATIVITY! GO AND BE MAD ON YOUR OWN! **** OFF PLEASE! Life has a hopeful undertone |-/ Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Letmelivemylife 8,715 Posted September 13, 2016 Share Posted September 13, 2016 2 hours ago, Helxig said: You understand the connection! For me it's also that I've always, my whole life, felt like I was searching for 'my tribe' or 'my people'. Still feel like I haven't found them. Even my closest friends roll their eyes at me. But when I listen to Gaga speak, I'll often be hanging on every word, just nodding in surprise that someone understands and sees things like me. Then I'll come on here and even her own fans are calling her pretentious and crazy and saying she needs to drop the 'artsy act'. But I'm thinking "shut up you guys, I was intently agreeing with her two seconds ago. Don't worry Gaga, some of your fans understand your mind" It's so hard to explain So many people have asked me to explain the bond I have with gaga and it's like "I can't. It's something you need to experience to understand. I've been a horror movie fan since I came out of the womb haha. All of my life I've had to deal with people saying I was dangerous and couldn't be trusted. People just saw the dark humor and they shut down cuz they didn't understand. Once I started listening to gaga, it was like I could finally breathe a sigh of relief. I finally found somebody who understood me. Someone finally was like "you have a dark sense of humor and that's ok. I love you for you". I love you monsters. I'd be unfixably broken without you Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Addison Rae 16,635 Posted September 13, 2016 Share Posted September 13, 2016 3 hours ago, Helxig said: You understand the connection! For me it's also that I've always, my whole life, felt like I was searching for 'my tribe' or 'my people'. Still feel like I haven't found them. Even my closest friends roll their eyes at me. But when I listen to Gaga speak, I'll often be hanging on every word, just nodding in surprise that someone understands and sees things like me. Then I'll come on here and even her own fans are calling her pretentious and crazy and saying she needs to drop the 'artsy act'. But I'm thinking "shut up you guys, I was intently agreeing with her two seconds ago. Don't worry Gaga, some of your fans understand your mind" It's so hard to explain I feel you sis! I feel the same way completely its annoying when you go on a thread about an interview she's had and people are complaining or calling her a 'liar' etc when I was just listening to her speak and just smiling the whole time. I love how passionate she is about things and I could listen to her speak all day sitting on his lap sipping diet pepsi Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
AlexanderLevi2 5,849 Posted September 13, 2016 Share Posted September 13, 2016 18 hours ago, banned said: It really annoys me how she talks about Perfect Illusion like it's a good song with some big message about social media and the world or whatever. Like no, Gaga. It's a shitty song and I hope it's not on LG5. And if it is, I hope the rest of the album isn't that bad. I'm really scared for this album, it may be a worse era than ARTPOP. Are you 13? Cause if not, you certainly need to grow up. If you don't like the song, you don't. No one is holding a gun to your head to love Gaga. You are not a victim. Currently listening to Joanne Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lord Ryry 3,367 Posted September 13, 2016 Share Posted September 13, 2016 I love gaga so much and there are gonna be so many bops on this album, like she said her self there are lots of fun moments, dance songs, and vulnerable moments. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
hELXIG 42,966 Posted September 13, 2016 Author Share Posted September 13, 2016 5 minutes ago, Lord Ryry said: I love gaga so much and there are gonna be so many bops on this album, like she said her self there are lots of fun moments, dance songs, and vulnerable moments. I'm honestly so happy that she's writing a really personal album. I mean they've all been personal, but kind of... hidden behind really strong metaphors. Which I always love, don't get me wrong! (there's a reason I'm here lol) But this time I feel like she's gonna be totally exposed. An album about all of her deepest thoughts and feelings. Guts pouring out, bleeding on the sidewalk. She has a song about her Aunt Joanne and how her death affected her father. A song written about her friend with stage 4 cancer, and how her friends keep a brave face around her, but get together without her around to cry. A song written with Florence like a conversation, talking about how women should work together and support each other instead of feeling in competition and hurting one another. And obviously a song about love that just doesn't work and all the illusions we face in day to day life. I'm here for all of it. So here for it! I'll be myself until they fūcking close the coffin. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lord Ryry 3,367 Posted September 13, 2016 Share Posted September 13, 2016 Just now, Helxig said: I'm so happy that she's writing a personal album. I mean they've all been personal, but kind of... hidden behind really strong metaphors. Which I always love, don't get me wrong! (there's a reason I'm here lol) But this time I feel like she's gonna be totally exposed. An album about all of her deepest thoughts and feelings. Guts pouring out, bleeding on the sidewalk. She has a song about her Aunt Joanne and how her death affected her father. A song written about her friend with stage 4 cancer, and how her friends keep a brave face around her, but get together without her around to cry. A song written with Florence like a conversation, talking about how women should work together and support each other instead of feeling in competition and hurting one another. And obviously a song about love that just doesn't work and all the illusions we face in day to day life. I'm here for all of it. So here for it! Couldn't agree more, and her voice sounds better than ever. I can really feel the emotion and honestly, after listening to perfect illusion every other song I listen to sounds bland and emotionless vocally. Even some gaga songs (no shade still love them). I hope she continues the raw vocals forever. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
AlexanderLevi2 5,849 Posted September 13, 2016 Share Posted September 13, 2016 5 minutes ago, Lord Ryry said: I love gaga so much and there are gonna be so many bops on this album, like she said her self there are lots of fun moments, dance songs, and vulnerable moments. I feel like the album is going to make such an amazing tour. I can already see myself dancing and screaming to PI. OT: Your Avi is perfect slay me, Queen. Currently listening to Joanne Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lord Ryry 3,367 Posted September 13, 2016 Share Posted September 13, 2016 1 minute ago, AlexanderLevi2 said: I feel like the album is going to make such an amazing tour. I can already see myself dancing and screaming to PI. OT: Your Avi is perfect slay me, Queen. It will be my first concert I ever go too and I am not ready, I will probably pee myself when she comes on stage! Aw thanks so is yours slayyy Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
AlexanderLevi2 5,849 Posted September 13, 2016 Share Posted September 13, 2016 Just now, Lord Ryry said: It will be my first concert I ever go too and I am not ready, I will probably pee myself when she comes on stage! Aw thanks so is yours slayyy The third time I saw her, I almost pissed myself. I was also drunk off of vodka Currently listening to Joanne Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Iluvartpop 411 Posted September 13, 2016 Share Posted September 13, 2016 the GARGLE-OKE was EVERYTHING I literally died when she did that face where was that gif I need it! Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
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