Letmelivemylife 8,715 Posted May 29, 2021 Share Posted May 29, 2021 Whether or not she had an abortion or miscarried, My heart absolutely breaks for her. I've had 2 abortions and it's like my body was trying to compensate by sending my maternal instincts into overdrive. Deep down I wonder if that's why she bonded with us so intensely. It's a fierce maternal type of bond. In a way, we represent the child she lost. I love you monsters. I'd be unfixably broken without you Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
hELXIG 43,229 Posted May 29, 2021 Share Posted May 29, 2021 I've been thinking the same thing myself, since watching her segment on The Me You Can't See and rewatching MTN. I've been thinking that it was a combination of having lost a baby, feeling extremely lonely on the road, feeling outcast in society, etc. that caused her to have such an intense bond with her fans. I think it was also painful for her to realise along the way that it might not be healthy. I'm glad she's much happier now and has been able to face her trauma and learn how to live with it I'll be myself until they fūcking close the coffin. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
enissa11 2,984 Posted May 29, 2021 Share Posted May 29, 2021 she really worship us, she's a very spiritual person, she's christian but not in a typical way, she sees the divine in the right places. Mad Architect of Light Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Letmelivemylife 8,715 Posted May 29, 2021 Author Share Posted May 29, 2021 9 hours ago, Helxig said: I've been thinking the same thing myself, since watching her segment on The Me You Can't See and rewatching MTN. I've been thinking that it was a combination of having lost a baby, feeling extremely lonely on the road, feeling outcast in society, etc. that caused her to have such an intense bond with her fans. I think it was also painful for her to realise along the way that it might not be healthy. I'm glad she's much happier now and has been able to face her trauma and learn how to live with it Exactly. I look at it more as a "I don't love you any less and I'll always be here for you no matter how many times you **** up but I'm gonna focus more on the things that I wanna do" I love you monsters. I'd be unfixably broken without you Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chromatislaps 34,851 Posted May 29, 2021 Share Posted May 29, 2021 It now makes 100% sense why it's the album opener. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
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