Would you see behind the curtain? even if the magic comes off

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So a couple of us in this site must be still curious about Gaga's very first years when she was trying to get famous, this little blurry mess period of time is still very unknown but through the years we've been finding out bits of information, right?

well IYKYK someone who happened to be around the same circles just at this particular time and they didn't have a great past with Stefani has been relating their stories and I really really enjoyed their anecdotes and I really appreciate another side of the story from someone who was not close to her but was around the same scene. 

to the 3 obsessed girlies who might read this I would LOOOOVEEE to discuss these topics and please do NOT act like 90% of brainless stans who take these things personal and hate on these people or say they are jealous and blah blah blah

I'm shook that she had such a toxic relationship with Luc (but not really cause You and I) and honestly If I was there I would have been annoyed by her behaviour and I wouldn't have expected her to be famous if she had that erratic behavior too

lol that she used to fall and trip on everything and get injured all the time, I have that thing in common 

lol that others had to pay her drink bills and later knew she was rich

and the most controversial and revealing of all, How she came up with her stage persona, so she really took from the "Mother ****er NYC party scene" well you know she talked about Rivington rebels and these but I feel nobody looked deep into it so what do you think, (I'm shook they are proto Indie Sleaze, i didn't think of Gaga as part of that scene) I guess we are onto something don't we, that might explain her very early image, her attitude, her early ethos, the behind of many songs on the fame, I need to discuss this with someone please and I you know personally more about this mythic "Mother ****er parties" tell me about it

please don't take this the wrong way, coming from someone who might be as obsessed with fame as early Gaga I just wanna know the missing link from a young aspiring girl to a global pop superstar and this might be it