hoeslay 4,015 Posted November 29, 2021 Share Posted November 29, 2021 Hey friends! So some of y'all know I make music as Lost Angeles. My music is often techno influenced dark synthesis of 80s pop - with elements of goth pop and industrial sounds as well. A lot of supporters have really wanted me to dig deeper into a goth/dark wave direction and I've been wanting to explore it myself so I have a brand new song for y'all! PERDIDA (Lost), is a post punk dark wave banger about the intersection of ambition and identity as they relate to self-deprecation and depression. I just turned 24 and 23 was one of the worst years of my life in mental health. As a trans person and music artist, there's so much insecurity and fear despite the passion and ambition of pursuing my dreams. Being myself is often very exhausting and this song creates a metaphysical embodiment of self-loathing, as I try to seperate myself in two for the sake of healing. I hope you really enjoy it! I like to only *officially* release music I've produced on streaming services, so this one's on SoundCloud only for now til it garners enough support/I can afford to lease the beat by the producer and sort of make it my own for a single version and a proper release in 2022. It's in Spanish but even if you don't know Spanish - I hope the vibes get you in the rage to dance and let loose. Spanish Lyrics: Spoiler (Verse) Lo que quedó entre nos El cruel sabor De la devoción A una ilusión consciente La pena de mi mente Pelo suelto Cada momento en el espejo Rezo por una nueva reflexión Traspasaré mi corazón (Pre-Chorus) Ya se que tu te vas Descanse en paz No mires hacia atrás Te arrepentirás Y solo puedo llorar No se parar No se parar Sepárame (Chorus) Paso lento Me muero por dentro Autocrítica y No se parar No se parar No no no! Pensamientos De un gran sufrimiento En my quimica y No se parar No se parar Ajá! (Verse) Perdida en la distancia Por mi cruel arrogancia Mi alma en su infancia Ahogada en la traición de la pasión Cuerpo violento Invierno nuclear, Verano de Amor Quizás nos reunamos En el fin del mundo (Pre-Chorus) Ya se que tu te vas Descanse en paz No mires hacia atrás Te arrepentirás Y solo puedo llorar No se parar No se parar Sepárame (Chorus) Paso lento Me muero por dentro Autocrítica y No se parar No se parar No no no! Pensamientos De un gran sufrimiento En my quimica y No se parar No se parar Ajá! Ya se que tu te vas Descanse en paz No mires hacia atrás Te arrepentirás Y solo puedo llorar No se parar No se parar Sepárame English Translation: Spoiler (Verse) What was left between us.. The cruel taste Of devotion To a conscious illusion The pain of my mind Hair down, Every moment in the mirror I pray for a new reflection I will transfix my heart (Pre-Chorus) I already know that you are leaving Rest in peace Don't look back You'll regret it And I can only cry I don't know how to stop I don't know how to stop Separate me (Chorus) Slow pace I die inside Self-deprecating and I don't know how to stop I don't know how to stop No no no! Thoughts Of great suffering In my chemistry and I don't know how to stop I don't know how to stop Ah hah! (Verse) Lost in the distance For my cruel arrogance My soul in its infancy Drowned in the betrayal of passion Violent body Nuclear winter, summer of love Maybe we'll reunite At the end of the world (Pre-Chorus) I already know that you are leaving Rest in peace Don't look back You'll regret it And I can only cry I don't know how to stop I don't know how to stop Separate me (Chorus) Slow pace I die inside Self-deprecating and I don't know how to stop I don't know how to stop No no no! Thoughts Of great suffering In my chemistry and I don't know how to stop I don't know how to stop Ah hah! I already know that you are leaving Rest in peace Don't look back You'll regret it And I can only cry I don't know how to stop I don't know how to stop Separate me Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Ikvs 2,576 Posted November 29, 2021 Share Posted November 29, 2021 I loved the dark atmospheric vibe, nice job <3 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Seringai 151 Posted November 29, 2021 Share Posted November 29, 2021 Great work!! I always love post punk - dark synth music Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chesescake 3,399 Posted November 29, 2021 Share Posted November 29, 2021 Post punk! Anyway, I kinda like it. Love the guitar riff and the kickin' drum. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lady Adga 8,664 Posted November 29, 2021 Share Posted November 29, 2021 Me gusta tu estilo. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
hoeslay 4,015 Posted November 29, 2021 Author Share Posted November 29, 2021 19 hours ago, Ikvs said: I loved the dark atmospheric vibe, nice job <3 18 hours ago, Seringai said: Great work!! I always love post punk - dark synth music Thank you so much! And yassss we love dark synth music!!! 18 hours ago, Frybean said: Post punk! Anyway, I kinda like it. Love the guitar riff and the kickin' drum. Thanks! 17 hours ago, VenusHooker said: Me gusta tu estilo. Gracias bb!! 🥰 Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
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