yungpancake 593 Posted June 25, 2020 Share Posted June 25, 2020 ***warning: depressing post incoming*** So yeah, it sounds dumb af but it's true; this album is literally the only thing that's keeping me sane these days. This pandemic has effed up so much, from our Uni still pushing online classes (with unchanged fees) to our family slowly being teared apart. My mom's been thinking about breaking up with my dad, my dad is making me rethink about enrolling (even if I know it would wreck my mental health) and my childhood social anxiety has been creeping up again to the point where i'm too scared to talk to even my closest friends. Everything's just so messed up, and me making this thread is already kinda a way for me to battle my social anxiety, because talking to people stresses me out so much. I have listened to Chromatica almost every day since it was released, and it's funny because Gaga's albums have always been my only companion growing up whenever I didn't want to be around people or if I just wanted to shut the whole world out. I'm really glad promo is back though, seeing her around always make things feel a little bit better. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Gagaism 11,805 Posted June 25, 2020 Share Posted June 25, 2020 Keep going, you’ll thrive. All dark times comes to show what we need to learn and show the light inside of us. It’s not easy for anyone, so don’t give up because you’re a winner! Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
yungpancake 593 Posted June 25, 2020 Author Share Posted June 25, 2020 10 minutes ago, Santa Stefani said: Keep going, you’ll thrive. All dark times comes to show what we need to learn and show the light inside of us. It’s not easy for anyone, so don’t give up because you’re a winner! Thank you for this Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
TasteLikeWhiskey 1,561 Posted June 25, 2020 Share Posted June 25, 2020 28 minutes ago, yungpancake said: ***warning: depressing post incoming*** So yeah, it sounds dumb af but it's true; this album is literally the only thing that's keeping me sane these days. This pandemic has effed up so much, from our Uni still pushing online classes (with unchanged fees) to our family slowly being teared apart. My mom's been thinking about breaking up with my dad, my dad is making me rethink about enrolling (even if I know it would wreck my mental health) and my childhood social anxiety has been creeping up again to the point where i'm too scared to talk to even my closest friends. Everything's just so messed up, and me making this thread is already kinda a way for me to battle my social anxiety, because talking to people stresses me out so much. I have listened to Chromatica almost every day since it was released, and it's funny because Gaga's albums have always been my only companion growing up whenever I didn't want to be around people or if I just wanted to shut the whole world out. I'm really glad promo is back though, seeing her around always make things feel a little bit better. So many freaking hugs fellow monster As we speak I am also in a psychiatric facility for depression. I have also been struggling with social anxiety for most of my life. I have also isolated myself in the past due to my anxiety. This has wreaked havoc during uni (totally get what you feeling) and now also my professional life. Finding people that you can trust and talk to is the most important thing when you are feeling the way you are. I am so sorry that you have to battle with yourself! Chromatica has also been my companion and it's a healing experience everytime I hit play. So I completely relate with you post! And it is fantastic that we have something that brings light into our day! Stay strong! Feel free to PM me should you need someone to spill your fears and feelings to. No judgment here I would never die for my beliefs because I might be wrong Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
BlondeQueenOfGGD 25,454 Posted June 25, 2020 Share Posted June 25, 2020 One day at a time, things will get better. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
yungpancake 593 Posted June 25, 2020 Author Share Posted June 25, 2020 2 minutes ago, TasteLikeWhiskey said: So many freaking hugs fellow monster As we speak I am also in a psychiatric facility for depression. I have also been struggling with social anxiety for most of my life. I have also isolated myself in the past due to my anxiety. This has wreaked havoc during uni (totally get what you feeling) and now also my professional life. Finding people that you can trust and talk to is the most important thing when you are feeling the way you are. I am so sorry that you have to battle with yourself! Chromatica has also been my companion and it's a healing experience everytime I hit play. So I completely relate with you post! And it is fantastic that we have something that brings light into our day! Stay strong! Feel free to PM me should you need someone to spill your fears and feelings to. No judgment here You made me tear up :(( Hugs too fellow monster. It just sucks so hard to see everything be at the verge of falling apart and feeling like you can't even ask for help. Thank you and yeah let's battle these struggles together. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
TasteLikeWhiskey 1,561 Posted June 25, 2020 Share Posted June 25, 2020 3 minutes ago, yungpancake said: You made me tear up :(( Hugs too fellow monster. It just sucks so hard to see everything be at the verge of falling apart and feeling like you can't even ask for help. Thank you and yeah let's battle these struggles together. Your willing to battle! That is the most important thing. Even though it is scary as hell!! There is ALWAYS help!! I would never die for my beliefs because I might be wrong Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
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