Remember when Marry The Night: The Prelude Pathetique got released?

[Kate Bush 256]

memories 

[Goldfish 579]

this was an exciting time to be a gaga fan, i remember the MTN Video thread had like 10,000 pages of meltdown waiting for it to be released 

[Hauser 1,262]

OMG I completely forgot about the existence of this

[AIex 3,102]

I still don't get the gummybears part  

"She asked for a knife and gummybears" "They only gave her the gummybears" "I wish they'd only given me the gummybears"

It sounds like a depression/suicidal reference. 

[Dann 354]

[Christina 1,027]

I found this interesting video a--lysis : http://thefreddoc.blogspot.com/2011/12/marry-night-video-a--lysis.html

[super ultra 878]

I still don't get the gummybears part  

I think it's a metaphor

or she was high af when she was writing the whole prelude

who knows 

[Katie14 4,828]

"She asked for a knife and gummybears" "They only gave her the gummybears" "I wish they'd only given me the gummybears"

It sounds like a depression/suicidal reference. 

I still don't get the gummybears part  

Gummybears represents childhood/innocence/happiness. The knife represents a traumatic event. The other girl didn't get the knife. She was spared. Gaga on the other hand was forced to go through something traumatic that she wasn't ready for.