robotvoiceinalice 1,578 Posted April 28 Share Posted April 28 1 hour ago, zevthepaparazzo said: how do I tell him this isnt appropriate for a 14yo without making him sad???????? also HE SENT THE LINK TO ME AFTER this is actually making me emoantional in tears rn i smell fruit 1 Quote Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
zevthepaparazzo 589 Posted April 28 Author Share Posted April 28 (edited) 5 hours ago, robotvoiceinalice said: seems like everyone had a fun experience growing up at school where as i got teased, push up against the wall and pretended to be kissed and fcked by the straight boys in my class i was teased so much but never the real thing i feel like missed out GURL I WAS THE SAME only difference is that they actually invited me to a sleepover once in year 9 and I was young and naive and was like omg the popular guys like me but then they just took turns drilling me and then threw me out the front door when I passed out so I was just laying asleep naked on their lawn im surprised no one got arrested that night Edited April 28 by zevthepaparazzo DON'T... FORGET! TO [[Like And Subscribe]] FOR MORE [[Hyperlink Blocked.]] 2 4 Quote Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
monstertoronto 10,071 Posted April 28 Share Posted April 28 4 minutes ago, zevthepaparazzo said: GURL I WAS THE SAME only difference is that they invited me to a sleepover once in year 9 and I was young and naive and was like omg the popular guys like me but then they just took turns drilling me and then threw me out the front door when I passed out so I fell asleep naked on their lawn im surprised no one got arrested that night Omg I am so sorry this happened to you! That’s really awful. Did you ever tell anyone?? 1 Quote Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zombiecat 16,594 Posted April 28 Share Posted April 28 (edited) 2 hours ago, zevthepaparazzo said: how do I tell him this isnt appropriate for a 14yo without making him sad???????? also HE SENT THE LINK TO ME AFTER this is actually making me emoantional in tears rn it's not inappropriate for a 14 year old I was sleeping with straight boys AND girls at 14 Edited April 28 by Zombiecat https://linktr.ee/jamalholt 1 2 Quote Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
zevthepaparazzo 589 Posted April 28 Author Share Posted April 28 1 minute ago, monstertoronto said: Omg I am so sorry this happened to you! That’s really awful. Did you ever tell anyone?? eventually yeah as like a "funny story..." but seriously yeah not really I should've gotten help DON'T... FORGET! TO [[Like And Subscribe]] FOR MORE [[Hyperlink Blocked.]] 6 Quote Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
monstertoronto 10,071 Posted April 28 Share Posted April 28 2 minutes ago, zevthepaparazzo said: eventually yeah as like a "funny story..." but seriously yeah not really I should've gotten help I hope you’re okay now. Therapy can help no matter how long it’s been if you have unresolved feelings about that. 1 3 Quote Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zombiecat 16,594 Posted April 28 Share Posted April 28 10 minutes ago, zevthepaparazzo said: GURL I WAS THE SAME only difference is that they invited me to a sleepover once in year 9 and I was young and naive and was like omg the popular guys like me but then they just took turns drilling me and then threw me out the front door when I passed out so I fell asleep naked on their lawn im surprised no one got arrested that night 3 minutes ago, zevthepaparazzo said: eventually yeah as like a "funny story..." but seriously yeah not really I should've gotten help That's actually extremely awful.. I hope you're ok. No one should have to go through that https://linktr.ee/jamalholt 3 Quote Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
PartySick 159,833 Posted April 28 Share Posted April 28 18 minutes ago, robotvoiceinalice said: seems like everyone had a fun experience growing up at school where as i got teased, push up against the wall and pretended to be kissed and fcked by the straight boys in my class i was teased so much but never the real thing i feel like missed out No story is perfect The dude I'm talking about turned into an absolute monster, got me on drugs, assaulted me, when we got caught together he fabricated this story about me basically wh*ring for drugs so I had to get with his friends to keep our cover, couldn't get help without coming out and that would have meant getting kicked out as a minor, rough sh*t that sometimes still haunts me to this day 15 years later But for a while before all of that it was fun Definitely learned some lessons (stream "Lessons Learned" by Janet Jackson) and one of them is everyone gets their time to change their life. Sometimes it comes when you're young, impulsive, and damaged and other times it comes when you're older, more wise, and more secure. If they haven't already, your days are coming 🌸Flourishing and vibrant🌼 8 Quote Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
zevthepaparazzo 589 Posted April 28 Author Share Posted April 28 10 minutes ago, monstertoronto said: if you have unresolved feelings about that. oh Id say those feelings are quite resolved. They're all junkies now who get girls half their age pregnant and vape during class and im here in a different school (which is academically selective), in the midst of getting signed to an indie label, and slaying my way through year 12 stream "The Cunty Vogue Session" by Kevin Jz Prodigy DON'T... FORGET! TO [[Like And Subscribe]] FOR MORE [[Hyperlink Blocked.]] 1 2 Quote Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
robotvoiceinalice 1,578 Posted April 28 Share Posted April 28 29 minutes ago, zevthepaparazzo said: GURL I WAS THE SAME only difference is that they invited me to a sleepover once in year 9 and I was young and naive and was like omg the popular guys like me but then they just took turns drilling me and then threw me out the front door when I passed out so I fell asleep naked on their lawn im surprised no one got arrested that night omg im so sorry 1 Quote Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
robotvoiceinalice 1,578 Posted April 28 Share Posted April 28 15 minutes ago, PartySick said: No story is perfect The dude I'm talking about turned into an absolute monster, got me on drugs, assaulted me, when we got caught together he fabricated this story about me basically wh*ring for drugs so I had to get with his friends to keep our cover, couldn't get help without coming out and that would have meant getting kicked out as a minor, rough sh*t that sometimes still haunts me to this day 15 years later But for a while before all of that it was fun Definitely learned some lessons (stream "Lessons Learned" by Janet Jackson) and one of them is everyone gets their time to change their life. Sometimes it comes when you're young, impulsive, and damaged and other times it comes when you're older, more wise, and more secure. If they haven't already, your days are coming my god im truly sorry that all happened that would break me esp being an overthinker let alone the trauma endured 1 Quote Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
hELXIG 42,954 Posted April 28 Share Posted April 28 2 hours ago, PartySick said: That's not even the worst part Our favorite spot was a dark, quiet place by the river where we'd go at like 2am after he'd sneak out and steal his uncle's truck No light but the stars, no sounds but the water and occasional alligator grumbling, loved it Found out years later that exact spot was also my dad's favorite place to take his dates and I was likely conceived there Some people just lived different lives than me I'll be myself until they fūcking close the coffin. 1 Quote Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
zevthepaparazzo 589 Posted April 28 Author Share Posted April 28 (edited) the way this thread got so dark so quickly and it was about A FCKING CUPCAKKE REMIX I blame @River Edited April 28 by zevthepaparazzo DON'T... FORGET! TO [[Like And Subscribe]] FOR MORE [[Hyperlink Blocked.]] 2 1 1 Quote Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lil1th 584 Posted April 28 Share Posted April 28 7 hours ago, PartySick said: I was getting piledrived (piledriven?) in the back of a pick up truck while mosquitos ate my ass at 14 Let the man enjoy his tunes Same Papa Papa rot see 1 Quote Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
showmeyourfeet 188 Posted April 28 Share Posted April 28 6 hours ago, robotvoiceinalice said: seems like everyone had a fun experience growing up at school where as i got teased, push up against the wall and pretended to be kissed and fcked by the straight boys in my class i was teased so much but never the real thing i feel like missed out Nope I got bullied hard for being a gaga fan and overall just ”weird”, thank god we moved to a bigger city and here being different wasn’t such a big deal, though I’ve felt a bit excluded my whole life still. Never seem to fit in. I’m almost 25 and still fear suddenly being seen as too weird 2 Quote Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
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