Regina George 59,387 Posted September 18, 2020 Share Posted September 18, 2020 I just read this comment on YouTube and I had to share. It gives such a good insight and I think other people who have trouble understanding the song and it's video would appreciate this comment. I just had to share: She explained how this song is actually about an antipsychotic medication named olanzapine that saved her life in relation to mental illness (my biggest enemy is me, pop a 911) when she was rushed to the E.R due to a psychotic break. The same thing happened to me and I had to be put on the same exact medication, she stated how her whole body went numb, she could do nothing but scream. Its terrifying and nobody should ever have to experience a psychotic break, it is absolutely horrifying and indescribable when you’re completely ripped from reality, feeling like you’re trapped in an endless void, you feel like everything is out to hurt or kill you, becoming completely and absolutely emotionally blunted unable to express any feelings, completely dissociated from reality, unable to come to terms with or make any sense of anything or anyone around you, completely lost. There is truly nothing more traumatic than a psychotic break. Recovery time is different for everyone, it can take as little as 1 week to over a year. I am just happy I survived and am still alive to inform people and share my experience about this grave and perilous state of mind, to let people know how crucial mental health actually is. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
TimisaMonster 31,073 Posted September 18, 2020 Share Posted September 18, 2020 Sounds like sleep paralysis on steroids Stream my new single, 💜"Heartbeat"💜, on Spotify! Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chromatica Island 8,517 Posted September 18, 2020 Share Posted September 18, 2020 This is why I connect with the song and video, I have autism, depression, mental ocd, and anxiety all of those combined are hell on earth and I have to take medication to stabilize it, but I am not really dependant on medication, just enough to get me through life, I am better now than I was in my teen years. Any/All Pronouns, Genderfluid🏳⚧ Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Chromatica Island 8,517 Posted September 18, 2020 Share Posted September 18, 2020 Plus when I have a meltdown it can feel like a car wreck tbh, so the ending is emotional for me, i have to keep myself in beautiful places Any/All Pronouns, Genderfluid🏳⚧ Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Regina George 59,387 Posted September 18, 2020 Author Share Posted September 18, 2020 4 minutes ago, Monsterabriel said: Plus when I have a meltdown it can feel like a car wreck tbh, so the ending is emotional for me, i have to keep myself in beautiful places Sending you so much love Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
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