flyaway 15,350 Posted September 18, 2020 Share Posted September 18, 2020 Eh eh is the sequel of Applause Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
RudraCNG 14,412 Posted September 18, 2020 Share Posted September 18, 2020 1 hour ago, DiskoBaby said: 911 is really the sequel to John Wayne 😌 she crashed her car doing psychedelic drugs and had a weird vision and then woke up But she was blonde when her car crashed in John Wayne Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
DiskoBaby 1,929 Posted September 18, 2020 Share Posted September 18, 2020 Just now, RudraCNG said: But she was blonde when her car crashed in John Wayne The video is her eyes on drugs Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
RudraCNG 14,412 Posted September 18, 2020 Share Posted September 18, 2020 Just now, DiskoBaby said: The video is her eyes on drugs I meant the part when she is aided by the physicians. She has her teal hair there Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
DiskoBaby 1,929 Posted September 18, 2020 Share Posted September 18, 2020 1 minute ago, RudraCNG said: I meant the part when she is aided by the physicians. She has her teal hair there I mean with that logic she was brunette in Marry The Night Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Lord Temptation 11,209 Posted September 18, 2020 Share Posted September 18, 2020 The music videos you mentioned are like mysterious pieces of a miraculous puzzle, that seemingly has no start or finish - but a clear purpose - to heal us along the journey by exploring new and exciting possibilities. Like the sine for eternity. Truly, an artist like no other. She makes me question everything and I love her so much for it Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
lolitamuse 293 Posted September 19, 2020 Share Posted September 19, 2020 I do think the videos are sister videos, but not about the same trauma. I still firmly believe MTN was at least partially about her sexual assault, specifically because she talks about trauma being what landed her in the hospital "trauma is the ultimate killer". Having a mental illness is traumatic in and of itself, but the idea of her experiencing *a* trauma feels different than just the overall pain of her mental illness. As someone with experience with PTSD, *in my opinion*, MTN is about PTSD and not psychosis or hallucinations, etc... 911 feels like a very serious next step or progression, where her mental illness got much much worse. Severe PTSD can trigger all sorts of unconscious coping mechanisms, including dissociation, flashbacks/hallucinations, and deep depression. If her PTSD was being exacerbated by her physical pain and the emotional toll of the music industry, then that could easily trigger a mental schism where she just detached from reality as a coping mechanism (hence needing antipsychotics to counteract that - doesn't necessarily mean she has formal psychosis). Based on what she's said in interviews, this to me seems to be the case. She was very clearly harkening back to MTN with the teal hair, for example. It's all one continuum of her pain and trauma that has worsened and deepened over the years Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
CharlieCashmere 77 Posted September 19, 2020 Share Posted September 19, 2020 18 hours ago, lolitamuse said: I do think the videos are sister videos, but not about the same trauma. I still firmly believe MTN was at least partially about her sexual assault, specifically because she talks about trauma being what landed her in the hospital "trauma is the ultimate killer". Having a mental illness is traumatic in and of itself, but the idea of her experiencing *a* trauma feels different than just the overall pain of her mental illness. As someone with experience with PTSD, *in my opinion*, MTN is about PTSD and not psychosis or hallucinations, etc... 911 feels like a very serious next step or progression, where her mental illness got much much worse. Severe PTSD can trigger all sorts of unconscious coping mechanisms, including dissociation, flashbacks/hallucinations, and deep depression. If her PTSD was being exacerbated by her physical pain and the emotional toll of the music industry, then that could easily trigger a mental schism where she just detached from reality as a coping mechanism (hence needing antipsychotics to counteract that - doesn't necessarily mean she has formal psychosis). Based on what she's said in interviews, this to me seems to be the case. She was very clearly harkening back to MTN with the teal hair, for example. It's all one continuum of her pain and trauma that has worsened and deepened over the years Well said! Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
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