GagaMyBlood95 9,915 Posted December 5, 2016 Share Posted December 5, 2016 1 minute ago, Letmelivemylife said: Never forget seeing those 2 pink lines on that pregnancy test. It was just a strange mix of fear, anger, sadness, and joy. I wanted to keep that baby I really did but I was 14 and it just wasn't feasible. I remember afterwards the doctor just patted my knee and said "you'll be ok honey. Now you can go back to your life and pretend it never happened". Funny thing was I never forgot that day. Day I committed murder. I still wonder would it have had my red hair or my dark sense of humor? Omg this is just too much for me, you're making me cry, like for real. A story like yours really makes me wonder and think about my life and the problems that I have. I mean, everyone has problems, and for everyone their problems seem like the biggest it's normal. But after reading your story, I just am grateful for a lot of things in my life, even though it's far from perfect. And just to say that you are not a murderer, but a savior of your own life, a true survivor! Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Letmelivemylife 8,715 Posted December 5, 2016 Share Posted December 5, 2016 3 minutes ago, Farron said: Feel hugged back! I'm so sad to hear that and I completely understand what you mean. It takes away a lot from you. But I'm sure your daughter loves you just as much now as she would if you were the person before it happened. Thanks. She's my pride and joy. Lol I asked her if she was excited for the Joanne tour and she said "only if I can wear my purple tutu and orange leggings". Lol such a lil monster haha. Lol I asked her the other day "sweetheart do you wanna wear the blue leggings today? You wear the orange ones all the time." She planted her feet firmly on the ground, narrowed her eyes, and said "No!!! I was born this way!!!". I love you monsters. I'd be unfixably broken without you Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Farron 257 Posted December 5, 2016 Share Posted December 5, 2016 Just now, ZombieMirror said: aaaa she might have a little bit of victim complex too ,not hating just some ppl tend to exagerate (mostly women ) where is the facepalm emoji when u need it superhuman Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Farron 257 Posted December 5, 2016 Share Posted December 5, 2016 Just now, Letmelivemylife said: Thanks. She's my pride and joy. Lol I asked her if she was excited for the Joanne tour and she said "only if I can wear my purple tutu and orange leggings". Lol such a lil monster haha. Lol I asked her the other day "sweetheart do you wanna wear the blue leggings today? You wear the orange ones all the time." She planted her feet firmly on the ground, narrowed her eyes, and said "No!!! I was born this way!!!". Hahahaha aww that is so cute!! ♥♥♥ superhuman Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Letmelivemylife 8,715 Posted December 5, 2016 Share Posted December 5, 2016 1 minute ago, GagaMyBlood95 said: Omg this is just too much for me, you're making me cry, like for real. A story like yours really makes me wonder and think about my life and the problems that I have. I mean, everyone has problems, and for everyone their problems seem like the biggest it's normal. But after reading your story, I just am grateful for a lot of things in my life, even though it's far from perfect. And just to say that you are not a murderer, but a savior of your own life, a true survivor! I took my daughter to go get new pants as she's outgrown her old ones. She picked out a pair of bright neon pink leggings. I mean like you could see her from a spaceship kind of bright pink lol. Lol she was so excited. She turned to me and said "do you think gaga would like those?". Lol yes sweetheart I love you monsters. I'd be unfixably broken without you Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
GagaMyBlood95 9,915 Posted December 5, 2016 Share Posted December 5, 2016 9 minutes ago, Letmelivemylife said: I took my daughter to go get new pants as she's outgrown her old ones. She picked out a pair of bright neon pink leggings. I mean like you could see her from a spaceship kind of bright pink lol. Lol she was so excited. She turned to me and said "do you think gaga would like those?". Lol yes sweetheart A true little monster Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
FATCAT 60,011 Posted December 5, 2016 Share Posted December 5, 2016 Her trauma definitely warrants the possibility of PTSD, and I think people are taking this admission the wrong way. She's had this for a long time, through the heights of her career. Don't demean her or her disorder by using this admission as an excuse for recent underwhelming performances and work. She's strong and capable, and this hasn't held her back. You go girl! This kitten over here (meow) Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
ilocorB 548 Posted December 5, 2016 Share Posted December 5, 2016 I don't understand how a human being can be so strong. I suffer from comparable mental ilnesses and couldn't do everything she does, let alone talk about it to the world like that. She is my inspiration to get better and fight For myself and for the others. I won't ever complain about promo, performances or anything of the sort now, not that I did a lot, but she deserve more respect from her fanbase! Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Katie14 4,828 Posted December 5, 2016 Share Posted December 5, 2016 She talked about this nightmare she used to have: "I have this recurring dream where there’s a phantom in my home and he takes me into a room where there’s a blonde girl with ropes tied to her limbs pulling her apart. I told Deepak the dream was so terrifying I thought somehow that a devil force was trying to take hold of me" she added in another interview that she had to cut her wrists and then cover the wound with this syrup and cover it in gauze in order to save the girl. I think she was having intense feelings of guilt of hopelessness of not being able to help herself. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Beautiful Dirt 162 Posted December 5, 2016 Share Posted December 5, 2016 I've never had a traumatic experience in my life, so I can't fully relate, but my god - you guys are so brave! Some of your stories have literally left me speechless. Although I don't know you, I feel so proud of you for staying strong and still going, you honestly are amazing and even if it doesn't mean anything to you, I think you are all beautiful human beings and I love you from the bottom of my heart! Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Sister 9,907 Posted December 5, 2016 Share Posted December 5, 2016 Gaga, we're all in this Together The future's uncertain and the end is always near. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
notamember 667 Posted December 5, 2016 Share Posted December 5, 2016 I have no more tears to shed after this video Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
SilkSpectre0 547 Posted December 5, 2016 Share Posted December 5, 2016 I kinda knew it. She's been open about the effects her trauma had on her and I could relate. I'm glad she is receiving good care to help her heal. I hope people will look into what PTSD is like so they can be conscious about how they talk about gaga or in general. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
MonsterMum 2,532 Posted December 5, 2016 Share Posted December 5, 2016 2 hours ago, boobtank said: Bulimia, PTSD, Depression, Anxiety, Borderline positive for Lupus, Drug Addiction, Chronic Pain... it's a whole lot for one human to go through You don't see how these things correlate? Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Neon Heart 9 Posted December 5, 2016 Share Posted December 5, 2016 The video made me emotional. She's so strong and brave. Truly an inspiration. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
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