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My first Post Punk/Spanish song "PERDIDA"


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Hey friends! So some of y'all know I make music as Lost Angeles.

My music is often techno influenced dark synthesis of 80s pop - with elements of goth pop and industrial sounds as well. 

A lot of supporters have really wanted me to dig deeper into a goth/dark wave direction and I've been wanting to explore it myself so I have a brand new song for y'all! 

PERDIDA (Lost), is a post punk dark wave banger about the intersection of ambition and identity as they relate to self-deprecation and depression. I just turned 24 and 23 was one of the worst years of my life in mental health. As a trans person and music artist, there's so much insecurity and fear despite the passion and ambition of pursuing my dreams. Being myself is often very exhausting and this song creates a metaphysical embodiment of self-loathing, as I try to seperate myself in two for the sake of healing. 

I hope you really enjoy it! I like to only *officially* release music I've produced on streaming services, so this one's on SoundCloud only for now til it garners enough support/I can afford to lease the beat by the producer and sort of make it my own for a single version and a proper release in 2022. It's in Spanish but even if you don't know Spanish - I hope the vibes get you in the rage to dance and let loose. :kara:

Spanish Lyrics:

Spoiler

(Verse)

Lo que quedó entre nos

El cruel sabor 

De la devoción

A una ilusión consciente

La pena de mi mente

Pelo suelto

Cada momento en el espejo

Rezo por una nueva reflexión

Traspasaré mi corazón

(Pre-Chorus)

Ya se que tu te vas

Descanse en paz

No mires hacia atrás

Te arrepentirás

Y solo puedo llorar

No se parar

No se parar

Sepárame

(Chorus)

Paso lento

Me muero por dentro

Autocrítica y

No se parar

No se parar

No no no!

Pensamientos 

De un gran sufrimiento

En my quimica y

No se parar

No se parar

Ajá!

(Verse)

Perdida en la distancia

Por mi cruel arrogancia 

Mi alma en su infancia 

Ahogada en la traición de la pasión 

Cuerpo violento

Invierno nuclear, Verano de Amor

Quizás nos reunamos 

En el fin del mundo 

(Pre-Chorus)

Ya se que tu te vas

Descanse en paz

No mires hacia atrás

Te arrepentirás

Y solo puedo llorar

No se parar

No se parar

Sepárame

(Chorus)

Paso lento

Me muero por dentro

Autocrítica y

No se parar

No se parar

No no no!

Pensamientos 

De un gran sufrimiento

En my quimica y

No se parar

No se parar

Ajá!

Ya se que tu te vas

Descanse en paz

No mires hacia atrás

Te arrepentirás

Y solo puedo llorar

No se parar

No se parar

Sepárame

English Translation:

Spoiler

(Verse)

What was left between us..
The cruel taste
Of devotion
To a conscious illusion
The pain of my mind
Hair down,
Every moment in the mirror
I pray for a new reflection
I will transfix my heart

(Pre-Chorus)
I already know that you are leaving
Rest in peace
Don't look back
You'll regret it
And I can only cry
I don't know how to stop
I don't know how to stop
Separate me
(Chorus)
Slow pace
I die inside
Self-deprecating and
I don't know how to stop
I don't know how to stop
No no no!
Thoughts
Of great suffering
In my chemistry and
I don't know how to stop
I don't know how to stop
Ah hah!
(Verse)
Lost in the distance
For my cruel arrogance
My soul in its infancy
Drowned in the betrayal of passion
Violent body
Nuclear winter, summer of love
Maybe we'll reunite
At the end of the world
(Pre-Chorus)
I already know that you are leaving
Rest in peace
Don't look back
You'll regret it
And I can only cry
I don't know how to stop
I don't know how to stop
Separate me
(Chorus)
Slow pace
I die inside
Self-deprecating and
I don't know how to stop
I don't know how to stop
No no no!
Thoughts
Of great suffering
In my chemistry and
I don't know how to stop
I don't know how to stop
Ah hah!

I already know that you are leaving
Rest in peace
Don't look back
You'll regret it
And I can only cry
I don't know how to stop
I don't know how to stop
Separate me

 

 

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19 hours ago, Ikvs said:

I loved the dark atmospheric vibe, nice job <3

 

18 hours ago, Seringai said:

Great work!! I always love post punk - dark synth music 

Thank you so much! And yassss we love dark synth music!!!

18 hours ago, Frybean said:

Post punk! Oh No Reaction GIF by OceanX

Anyway, I kinda like it.

Love the guitar riff and the kickin' drum.

Thanks! :)

17 hours ago, VenusHooker said:

:applause: Me gusta tu estilo.

Gracias bb!! 🥰

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