Morgan Spurlock admits to sexual misconduct

[BELINDA POP 1,123]

The filmmaker behind "Super Size Me" has admitted to sexual misconduct in a confession titled "I am part of the problem."

The confession, which Morgan Spurlock published to his social media accounts, details episodes that started in college but extend into his professional career.

 

Read the confession below:

Spoiler

I am Part of the Problem 

As I sit around watching hero after hero, man after man, fall at the realization of their past indiscretions, I don’t sit by and wonder “who will be next?” I wonder, “when will they come for me?”

You see, I’ve come to understand after months of these revelations, that I am not some innocent bystander, I am also a part of the problem.

I’m sure I’m not alone in this thought, but I can’t blindly act as though I didn’t somehow play a part in this, and if I’m going truly represent myself as someone who has built a career on finding the truth, then it’s time for me to be truthful as well.

I am part of the problem.

Over my life, there have been many instances that parallel what we see everyday in the news. When I was in college, a girl who I hooked up with on a one night stand accused me of rape. Not outright. There were no charges or investigations, but she wrote about the instance in a short story writing class and called me by name. A female friend who was in the class told be about it afterwards.  

I was floored.  

“That’s not what happened!” I told her. This wasn’t how I remembered it at all. In my mind, we’d been drinking all night and went back to my room. We began fooling around, she pushed me off, then we laid in the bed and talked and laughed some more, and then began fooling around again. We took off our clothes. She said she didn’t want to have sex, so we laid together, and talked, and kissed, and laughed, and then we started having sex.

“Light Bright,” she said.

“What?”

“Light bright. That kids toy, that’s all I can see and think about,” she said … and then she started to cry. I didn’t know what to do. We stopped having sex and I rolled beside her. I tried to comfort her. To make her feel better. I thought I was doing ok, I believed she was feeling better. She believed she was raped.

That’s why I’m part of the problem.

Then there was the time I settled a sexual harassment allegation at my office. This was around 8 years ago, and it wasn’t a gropy feely harassment. It was verbal, and it was just as bad.

I would call my female assistant “hot pants” or “sex pants” when I was yelling to her from the other side of the office. Something I thought was funny at the time, but then realized I had completely demeaned and belittled her to a place of non-existence.

So, when she decided to quit, she came to me and said if I didn’t pay her a settlement, she would tell everyone. Being who I was, it was the last thing I wanted, so of course, I paid. I paid for peace of mind. I paid for her silence and cooperation. Most of all, I paid so I could remain who I was.

I am part of the problem.

And then there’s the infidelity. I have been unfaithful to every wife and girlfriend I have ever had. Over the years, I would look each of them in the eye and proclaim my love and then have sex with other people behind their backs.  

I hurt them. And I hate it. But it didn’t make me stop. The worst part is, I’m someone who consistently hurts those closest to me. From my wife, to my friends, to my family, to my partners & co-workers. I have helped create a world of disrespect through my own actions.  

And I am part of the problem. 

But why? What caused me to act this way? Is it all ego? Or was it the sexual abuse I suffered as a boy and as a young man in my teens? Abuse that I only ever told to my first wife, for fear of being seen as weak or less than a man?

Is it because my father left my mother when I was child? Or that she believed he never respected her, so that disrespect carried over into their son?  

Or is it because I’ve consistently been drinking since the age of 13? I haven’t been sober for more than a week in 30 years, something our society doesn’t shun or condemn but which only served to fill the emotional hole inside me and the daily depression I coped with. Depression we can’t talk about, because its wrong and makes you less of a person.  

And the sexual daliances? Were they meaningful? Or did they only serve to try to make a weak man feel stronger.  

I don’t know. None of these things matter when you chip away at someone and consistently make them feel like less of a person.

I am part of the problem. We all are.

But I am also part of the solution. By recognizing and openly admitting what I’ve done to further this terrible situation, I hope to empower the change within myself. We should all find the courage to admit we’re at fault. 

More than anything, I’m hopeful that I can start to rebuild the trust and the respect of those I love most. I'm not sure I deserve it, but I will work everyday to earn it back.

I will do better. I will be better. I believe we all can.

The only individual I have control over is me. So starting today, I’m going to be more honest with you and myself. I’m going to lay it all out in the open. Maybe that will be a start. Who knows. But I do know I've talked enough in my life ... I'm finally ready to listen

 

Questions ladies... if you confess does that still make you a coward? Idk but he can leave too...

[iizwhoiiz 112]

What career? Lol

[OBEY 57,107]

He should get jail time then since things are easier now that he admits it.

Garbage.

[Luzaleja 1,602]

Idk who he is, but he should still face consequences for his actions. 

[DiscoHeaven23 35,007]

Summary:

 

He knew he was about to be exposed, so he made sure he did it himself in an effort to make it seem less worse.

[Nemo 3,962]

27 minutes ago, BELINDA POP said:

I am part of the problem. We all are.

Don't try to drag everyone into your ****, Spurlock. I've never done any of those things.

[Decodekid 24,440]

7 minutes ago, Nemo said:

Don't try to drag everyone into your ****, Spurlock. I've never done any of those things.

i think he is referring to those who do these things and may deny they are a problem, i could be wrong tho 

[Felipe Brockveld 44]

Sorry

[Spyro 8,429]

2 hours ago, DiscoHeaven23 said:

Summary:

 

He knew he was about to be exposed, so he made sure he did it himself in an effort to make it seem less worse.

This.  He's still scum.  I read it and it only says to me "here, I'm going to say it first so I can beat them to the punch".  He doesn't sound apologetic in his story at all.  Glad he was a one-time thing tbh.

[Spyro 8,429]

2 hours ago, Nemo said:

Don't try to drag everyone into your ****, Spurlock. I've never done any of those things.

>GUY flopped

I am part of the problem.  We all are.

[Manul 7,377]

Is he looking for empathy with his "drinking", "parents divorcing" and yada yada bullshit?

 

Had all that + violence, depression and self harm. The thought of raping or hurting someone has not and will never cross my mind, and I never cheated on my boyfriend or thought of doing so, even after I learned I was on the receiving end of it, and I won't be cheating in any relationship that is to come,  because of it, either.

 

It's disgusting how these people can bring up their "tragic" past to excuse their constant awful behavior, and they are forgiven for it. Hardships are supposed to make you a better person. Considering what he says above, his "hardships" don't even seem genuine, and if they've happened, then he's such an insensitive person to have done everything he's done. He loves his ego, he loves his lust and he loves only his own interests, that's all. Like others have pointed out, this is probably him exposing himself before others do. 

[Felipe Brockveld 44]

I mean, I havent slept well in the past few days. I havent rest well in a long.

I know my ****, I know what I am. I mean, is this **** real?

[Caca 1,414]

Don't try to drag me into your rape empire sis.