Desperado 2,439 Posted October 22, 2015 Share Posted October 22, 2015 Ā https://pbs.twimg.com/media/CR4Kb7-UEAAAsg5.jpghttps://pbs.twimg.com/media/CR7MGKaUAAE2SVu.jpghttps://pbs.twimg.com/media/CR7MGKYUcAAlx15.jpghttps://pbs.twimg.com/media/CR7MGKYVAAAMGJA.jpghttps://pbs.twimg.com/media/CR7MGK6UAAAum81.jpgĀ *Lana Del Rey and I were first introduced at an Architectural Digest pimped manse off Pacific Coast Highway during a party thrown, weirdly enough, for Werner Herzog and his bud, the physicist Lawrence Krauss. (Del Rey, 30, has spoken before of her interest in science and philosophy.) On that night, she wore an unformfitting Polo shirt dress with a personal-old-fave vibe. In deglamorized āStars Without Makeupā mode, she was unpretentious and softly gregarious, like a doe-eyed, underdressed newcomer to the Town. I was at the same table, and she caught me staring off at the horizon. Del Rey was sardonically attuned, nudging her boyfriend, the Italian photographer-director Francesco Carrozzinni, to have a look at the clichĆ©: Old Brooding Man. Her warmth took me out of myself.Lana Del Reyās fourth album, Honeymoon, debuted at No. 2 on the Billboard 200 in September, but when I asked if she planned to go on the road to promote it, she shook her head. āI do everything backwards. It already happened -- Iām actually done with the world tour I started four years ago, when I needed to be out there. I really needed to be out there singing.āThat exodus was partly born of the need to heal following a 2012 appearance on Saturday Night Live that elicited a slaughter-of-the-lamb storm of derision over the then up-and-coming starās seemingly zoned-out amateurism. She was tarred as a poseur -- part Edie Sedgwick, part Valley of the Dolls, a Never Will Be Ready for Primetime Player -- but it turned out that Del Rey was only at the end of Act One in an all-American A Star Is Born passion play of celebrity crucifixion and resurrection.Lana Del Rey: The Billboard Cover ShootBorn Lizzy Grant in Lake Placid, N.Y., Del Rey moved to Manhattan at 18. āFor seven years I wrote s-xy songs about love,ā she says. āThat was the most joyous time of my life.ā The screen that so many gossipy personas have been projected onto (rich preppy, suicidal anti-feminist, morbid dilettante) has instead transformed into a nearly religious dashboard icon of ghostly seduction. Sheās a global phenomenon, part of the national conversation and cultural soundscape. Nielsen Music puts her total U.S. album sales at 2.5 million, and her videos have been viewed hundreds of millions of times. Del Rey is now a few years into her return from the desert, having arrived on a mystery train of Santa Ana winds, existential dread and āsoft ice creamā (to quote her song āSalvatoreā) that is uniquely her own.Ā Joe PuglieseI meet her for the interview at a John Lautner house she rents in Los Angeles. Lautner was a seminal Southern California architect, and Del Rey says her choice of lodging was deliberate. She production-designs her life. She greets me in the drive -- inquisitive, friendly and aware. For a moment, she looks like Elvis and Priscilla, all in one. The hair is old-school Clairol dark, the eyes siren green, the auburn ādo the most done thing about her.āYouād love my dad,ā she says. She was just on the phone with him; her parents are visiting. Heās a realtor, and Momās an English teacher whose passion is reading history books. Del Rey lives here with her younger sister, Caroline Grant, a photographer who goes by Chuck. (Del Rey tells me that her sister was so shocked by the force of the fansā emotions during concerts that she doesnāt take pictures of them anymore.)āMy dadās that guy with perfect Hawaiian shirts and matching shorts,ā says Del Rey. āThe other day he said, āWe should see about getting you a vintage Rolls.ā I said, āUm, itās a little attention-grabbing.ā And he said, āUh, yeah.ā āWhat do you do with yourself now that you have nothing on your schedule?I go for long walks, long drives. Iāll get in the car and drive the streets, feeling for places. I go to Big Sur. I love Big Sur, but it has gotten so touristy. I went to the General Store, and there were hordes. On a Monday! But Iām drawn there. Sometimes I go to write. Iāve been thinking it might be time to do a longer video, a 40-minute video. I was watching The Sandpiper, and I was working on something kind of based on that.Have you thought of writing something for yourself? Shooting down the paparazzi helicopter in the video for āHigh by the Beachā was your idea, no?Yeah, it was. Iād like to write a book one day. But you need a beginning, a middle and an end! I can deal with four minutes -- but Iām not so sure about a book.Lana Del Rey Guns Down Paparazzi in 'High By the Beach' VideoYour song āGod Knows I Triedā fits somewhere between The Beach Boysā āGod Only Knowsā and Leonard Cohenās āHallelujah.ā Iām thinking of Cohen because of that line āEven though it all went wrong.āI love Leonard -- because heās all about women. Women and God.Does it all go wrong?Itās hard for me sometimes to think about going on when I know weāre going to die. Something happened in the last three years, with my panic...I had read that you were prone to that.It got worse. But Iāve always been prone to it. I remember being -- I was, I think, 4 years old -- and Iād just seen a show on TV where the person was killed. And I turned to my parents and said, āAre we all going to die?ā They said āYes,ā and I was totally distraught! I broke down in tears and said, āWe have to move!āHow do you cope?I saw a therapist -- three times. But Iām really most comfortable sitting in that chair in the studio, writing or singing.The panic wonāt last forever.I donāt think so, but ... sometimes you just want to be able to enjoy the view. I think Iām really like my mother, in the sense that I make small lists. To calm myself down. I reward myself. You know, āIf I finish this, then Iāll do thatā -- Iāll go for a walk on the beach or swim in the ocean. I go for swims and am actually shocked I do that. Because one thing Iām terrified of is sharks.lana del reyJoe PuglieseDo you think having a child would chill you out? Do you want to have kids?Iāve thought about it. Really thought about it lately because Iāve just turned 30. Iād love having daughters. But I donāt think itād be a good idea to have kids with someone who wasnāt ... on the same page.Someone who...Who isnāt exactly -- like me! (Laughs.) Though maybe itās best to have kids with someone whoās ... normal.When was the last time you got trashed by a love affair?The last one -- before the boyfriend Iām with now -- was pretty bad. It wasnāt good to be in it, but it wasnāt good to be out of it, either. He was like a twin. Not a facsimile twin, but a real twin.So maybe finding the same person doesnāt work. Are relationships hard for you?For someone like me -- and itās not a codependent thing -- I just like having someone there. Iāve been alone, and thatās fine. But I like to come home and have someone there. You know, to say, āOh, heās here. And this other thing (Mimes a table.) is there. And this (Mimes setting down an object on the table.) is there. (Laughs.) Iām very methodical. I have to be. Iām like that in the studio too. Mixing and mastering can take four more months after weāre done -- three to mix and one to master. I like having a plan. Though I do leave spaces for ad-libbing in the studio when I write.Do you mind if I write all this? Because I donāt want to piss off Francesco.Oh, heās going to read this! But heāll have things to say anyway. Heās very ... aggressive. (Smiles.) And besides, I didnāt say he wasnāt just like me.Thereās something weirdly shamanistic about your work. You channel Los Angeles in ways I havenāt seen from anyone, at least not in a long while. Places now extinct, streets and feelings that you have no right to be able to evoke because of your age. And itās so unlikely that youāre the one to be the oracle that way. But itās for real.I know. I know that. I love that word, āshamanistic.ā I read energy; I always have. One of the books I love -- aside from [Kenneth Angerās] Hollywood Babylon -- is The Autobiography of a Yogi. And Wayne Dyer ... I was so upset when he died! [Dyer, part Buddhist, part New Thought motivational speaker, was best-known for his book Your Erroneous Zones. He died in August.] He gave me so much over the last 15 years. I went to see a clairvoyant. She asked me to write down four things on a card before I came in, things I might be thinking about, and she nailed all four. I asked about the man I was seeing -- that one, before the one now. She said, āI donāt really like to go there, but ... I just donāt see him present.ā I went, āUgh.ā Sheās seeing the future and doesnāt see him present. Oh, no!Are you aware of your effect on men?Iāve only recently become aware of the heteros-xual males who are into my music. I remember when I was 16, I had a boyfriend. I think he was... 25? I thought that was the best thing. He had an F-150 pickup and let me drive it one time. I was so high up! I panicked and was worried I might kill someone -- run over a nun or something. I started to shake. I was screaming and crying. I saw him looking over, and he was smiling. He said, āI love that youāre out of control.ā He saw how vulnerable I was, how afraid, and he loved that. The balance shifted from there. I had the upper hand -- until then.lana del reyJoe PuglieseDo you want to be in the movies?Well... Iām open to it all. James Franco asked me to be in three films that were going to be directed by a Spanish director, and I was hesitant. I think he heard my hesitance and got scared. Someone wanted me to be Sharon Tate. I thought, āThatās so right.ā At that time, there were three Manson movies being talked about, but none were ever made. So maybe that was the answer.Have you ever been the āvoice of reasonā for a friend in crisis?I have -- I can be. Itās easier to do that sometimes ... for someone whoās half-checked out.Meaning you.Yes. (Pauses.) You know, I was living in Hancock Park once and thought about a movie idea. I was renting this house whose high walls had been grandfathered in, so of course I kept making them taller and taller. And I had an idea about writing something about a woman living there, a singer losing her mind. She has this Nest-like security system installed, cameras everywhere. The only people she saw were people who work on the grounds: construction people and gardeners. One day she hears the gardener humming this song she wrote. She panics and thinks, āOh, my God. Was I humming that out loud or just to myself? And if it was aloud, wasnāt it at 4 in the morning? Did that mean he was outside my window?ā Then a storm comes, one of those L.A. storms, and the power goes out except to the cameras, which are on a different source. And the pool has been empty for months because of the drought. And she goes outside in the middle of the night because she hears something -- and trips over the gardenerās hoe and falls into the empty pool and dies facedown like William Holden at the end of Sunset Boulevard.The 10 Most Lana Del Rey Lyrics on Her New Album 'Honeymoon'For me, one of the most interesting things about you and your story -- and of course your work -- is that you broke through. That it has turned out well.I think about it, and Iām so grateful. I am aware that it could easily not have happened. That I could have become ... an American nightmare. I see her -- Lana -- I listen to her and watch her, and Iām ... protective.Letās end with Big Sur. Do you think your interest is by way of your kinship with the Beats? Your enthrallment with Kerouac?Big Sur challenges me to surrender. What draws me is ... the curves. Iām really drawn to the curves.Ā Bruce Wagner, a novelist and screenwriter, lives in Los Angeles. His new book, I Met Someone, will be published by Blue Rider Press in March.Source: http://www.billboard.com/articles/news/cover-story/6737539/lana-del-rey-billboard-cover-pop-stardom-relationships-anxiety?utm_source=twitter Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fiona Apple 13,006 Posted October 22, 2015 Share Posted October 22, 2015 Honeymoon is probably her last album Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Desperado 2,439 Posted October 22, 2015 Author Share Posted October 22, 2015 Honeymoon is probably her last albumProbably not since singing and writing is her way to escape her anxiety problems but its kinda a never endingĀ cycle because everything that comes with fame gives her anxiety soo... Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Didymus 32,702 Posted October 22, 2015 Share Posted October 22, 2015 Thanks for posting Gonna read it now, but I have to say I was expecting this and I completely understand it too. I think it's good for her to explore her artistry in different ways than the high-scale touring she probably despises for more than one reason. "James Franco asked me to be in three films" Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fiona Apple 13,006 Posted October 22, 2015 Share Posted October 22, 2015 Probably not since singing and writing is her way to escape her anxiety problems but its kinda a never endingĀ cycle because everything that comes with fame gives her anxiety soo...If that's what she wanted she wouldn't stop touring.I think that singing in front of a crowd makes her really anxious.Ā Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Didymus 32,702 Posted October 22, 2015 Share Posted October 22, 2015 If that's what she wanted she wouldn't stop touring.I think that singing in front of a crowd makes her really anxious.Ā I honestly think she'd be happier performing in bars tbh. Didn't she talk about that a few times in interviews? It's actually really sad that she probably can't do that anymore 'cause a swarm of fans would ruin everything. Lana's so brilliant but she's also sort of like.. a warning to never get famous for me Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Desperado 2,439 Posted October 22, 2015 Author Share Posted October 22, 2015 If that's what she wanted she wouldn't stop touring.I think that singing in front of a crowd makes her really anxious.Ā Singing in records lol not singing to crowds Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
venusian 4,686 Posted October 22, 2015 Share Posted October 22, 2015 "done with touring" um I've been saving for 2 months just to make sure i get a good ticket she better be joking WELCOME TO THE TRAGIC KINGDOM Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fiona Apple 13,006 Posted October 22, 2015 Share Posted October 22, 2015 Singing in records lol not singing to crowds Well she can still write and sing records.She doesn't even have to release them.It looks like she doesn't care at all about success and fame anyway. I honestly think she'd be happier performing in bars tbh. Didn't she talk about that a few times in interviews? It's actually really sad that she probably can't do that anymore 'cause a swarm of fans would ruin everything. Lana's so brilliant but she's also sort of like.. a warning to never get famous for me Her mainstream days are almost over anyway... So she will be probably able to do that in 3-4 years. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Didymus 32,702 Posted October 22, 2015 Share Posted October 22, 2015 "Itās hard for me sometimes to think about going on when I know weāre going to die." I absolutely love her interviews. They read like essays. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Didymus 32,702 Posted October 22, 2015 Share Posted October 22, 2015 Her mainstream days are almost over anyway... So she will be probably able to do that in 3-4 years. Whut Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Fiona Apple 13,006 Posted October 22, 2015 Share Posted October 22, 2015 Whut what?Ā Ā Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Desperado 2,439 Posted October 22, 2015 Author Share Posted October 22, 2015 Whut They really are if she keeps not doing anythingĀ Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Didymus 32,702 Posted October 22, 2015 Share Posted October 22, 2015 They really are if she keeps not doing anythingĀ what?Ā Ā I dunno, I don't see an artist whose work is so talked about as Lana's, and whose albums in the almost-over period of her mainstream success can still reach the top 5 in nearly every single country as stepping out of public consciousness soon. Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
Creyk 16,836 Posted October 22, 2015 Share Posted October 22, 2015 Good. She shouldn't tour. Focus on writing your next album, Queen Link to post Share on other sites More sharing options...
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